I found useless in me. What I did was a pointless. And, I've realized that, there is person be with me, always. I'm not that kinda girl which is independent, brave and smart handle everything. He always complain me "Please pay attention and double confirm before you start anything, PLEASE" hahahahah! I'm sorry dear for making trouble for you again. Know you're stressful recently, and this big head prawn always give you problems. I'm apologize. But, thank god I found you.

You always pissed off cause I'm talk the hind leg off a donkey. hahahah! That's me sweetie. Give me some times to change okie? It might take some time, but I'll try my best. This one month time is a big challenge for me. We used to get face each other everyday, and this year you gotta leave. Definitely feel unhappy initially, but afterward I'm get suitable in this environment even through still miss you much. Told myself, can't be selfish. Your family need you. And I'm pleased over here cause you help a lot with your family's business.

Dear, sorry that I never asking about your problems, and just letting go. Sorry. I'll be alerted. Neglect your feeling is my big mistake and I promise that this will never happen again. Please share with me when you're unhappy. I'm here.

Miss you every moment. In year 2011,not a good year for you and me, a chistmas eve without you, a new year eve without you. But I know that's not important. But, in year 2012, hope we can understand each other more and moooore. And we can pass through every barriers, not matter what happen we still together. Dear, thank you. I love you. Don't say I'm not a romantic girl.