Aiks, it was pretty busy for the past two weeks. i was tried to manage my time on studies, so far i did more than 30% but less than 50%. shouldn't be that, mid term is approaching. plus, week 6 or 7 is coming. instead of whining here action is more effectively.

HAHA, i bought another new nike shoe which is red again! most of my stuff is red, but actually i ain't fancy red. and, i need a sock cause i don't wanna spray any anti odor chemical thing on my shoe like stupid cotton on!

heyheyhey, to the dead blogspot over here. erm, officially year 2 student. and sem 1 is started 3 weeks ago.major paper so far okie. finance paper is okie for me? err, hopefully yes, since i got the basic knowledge from foundation and got a quite good result. hohoho, choi! cny is around the corner, song is everywhere and those red red decoration. i feel happy when saw red because i'm chinese. hahaha, ridiculous. mukie is going back his hometown. i feel sad because there are no one play lami with me. faster home and enjoy baby. :)

anyway, happy cny people. get more angpausssssssssssssssssssssssss!

HUAT ARRRRRRRRRRRR

*off to drama in rushing mood*

Today suppose is happy day, but it turned grievous. Not sure what is the reason. I feel sad when I knew whatever I did actually is wrong and things cannot be done by follow your heart, something have to read though, think though before you do. I'm telling myself not to cry! Not to cry! No cry! Hiding the tear is truly hard. It's totally suffering me. I hate myself, why am I is so brainless. Pretending isn't a good. Smile is not easy. I can't deny the tear anymore when I received the message. And I still acting smile in front them. Making someone sad equal making yourself sad.

is my nervous day. result is released. hand shaking while enter my id no. prayed hard before view my result. lucky, i'm satisfied. i shouldn't say it's satisfied. i deserve it. thanks mukie did a lots of revision with me. he even dropped one subject because of me. mukie, are you happy with my result this sem?

yes yes yes, alright alright alright. i'm admit i'm dead in this blog. i couldn't sleep. i try to get myself a novel before i sleep, too bad, not in mood. i want vacation! due to my parent will be going to europe 21 days. i'm envy seriously! oh god! now is 2.09am. off to bed.

i'm a stupid student.

I want a library full of our stories
A ship to keep our memories afloat
I wanna hit rewind
Playback a hundred times
The moment when our hearts aligned

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la

Forget the air
I'll breathe you instead
Fill up my lungs
Forget to exhale
Exhaaaale

I'll be down
You be my offbeat
Let's make rh-rh-rh-rhythm
And harmony
Waltz to our 3/4
'Cause you put the art in my heart

Your warmth and sunny rays
I'll save for rainy days
To break in case of emergency
And then I'll shut these eyes
Playback a thousand times
The moment when our hands intertwined

Forget the air
I'll breathe you instead
Fill up my lungs forget to exhale
Exhaaaaaale

I'll be down
You be my offbeat
Let's make rh-rh-rh-rhythm and harmony
Waltz to our 3/4
'Cause you put the art in my heart