heyheyhey, to the dead blogspot over here. erm, officially year 2 student. and sem 1 is started 3 weeks ago.major paper so far okie. finance paper is okie for me? err, hopefully yes, since i got the basic knowledge from foundation and got a quite good result. hohoho, choi! cny is around the corner, song is everywhere and those red red decoration. i feel happy when saw red because i'm chinese. hahaha, ridiculous. mukie is going back his hometown. i feel sad because there are no one play lami with me. faster home and enjoy baby. :)

anyway, happy cny people. get more angpausssssssssssssssssssssssss!

HUAT ARRRRRRRRRRRR

*off to drama in rushing mood*

Today suppose is happy day, but it turned grievous. Not sure what is the reason. I feel sad when I knew whatever I did actually is wrong and things cannot be done by follow your heart, something have to read though, think though before you do. I'm telling myself not to cry! Not to cry! No cry! Hiding the tear is truly hard. It's totally suffering me. I hate myself, why am I is so brainless. Pretending isn't a good. Smile is not easy. I can't deny the tear anymore when I received the message. And I still acting smile in front them. Making someone sad equal making yourself sad.

is my nervous day. result is released. hand shaking while enter my id no. prayed hard before view my result. lucky, i'm satisfied. i shouldn't say it's satisfied. i deserve it. thanks mukie did a lots of revision with me. he even dropped one subject because of me. mukie, are you happy with my result this sem?

yes yes yes, alright alright alright. i'm admit i'm dead in this blog. i couldn't sleep. i try to get myself a novel before i sleep, too bad, not in mood. i want vacation! due to my parent will be going to europe 21 days. i'm envy seriously! oh god! now is 2.09am. off to bed.

i'm a stupid student.