Friday, November 26, 2010



Furt, i like this episode! it's soooo touching. the idea is copying from JK wedding? i think so.




again! touching screne by finn. the speech is sooooooooooooo touching!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


i'm 19 going 20. i'm facing 50 problem. HAIR LOSS. i was shocked when i look at this picture. serious or not? studies stress, mid term, assignment and list goes on, it causes me this. is heart pain when i see the area size from like a malaysia to austrialia. any remedy which can heal this? :(

and it's fking going 3am now! holy shit. 3 hours sleep time and i gotta school. ciao!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

i'm awake. i'm so act when i walk with you. i'm abhor this feeling truly from my heart. i feel there is a gap between me and you. i hate what you did, even that's not related to me. i hate every step you come forward. i hate talk with you. it makes me feel so fake and not reality. what you did actually what you deserved. we can't help you. you make your own road. please, don't show your naive face to us. i'm fed up. everyone said we seem like good. actually we're not. what you see doesn't mean what you get. yeah, maybe it not. else, i'm over thinker. initially, i don't take it as a serious thing. many things, not going to mention here. there is plenty of story, i can't finish if i've 1000 posts to write about. i don't like to involve anything. no matter what. don't try to pull me to any arguments, i hate to be a middle person. i don't like to listen story from both of you. because you both make thing complicated. i hate to listen two different stories. it piercing my ear! try not get me into you both! and your attitude. oh gosh, i need time.

i'm so crusty when i heard your name.
and you're so rebarbative!


I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
You, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one,and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you,
Love, in fire and blood.



Saturday, November 20, 2010

不知量力. for you.


mum and dad were arrived korea safely.

Friday, November 19, 2010

coach is clearance, found nice dress at pull and bear, starving Daroea, missing moo moo mee at jalan loke yew, time to change a new phone, wanna get a mini shopaholic, and saving money for burberry. hahahahha! it's not joke. depends how much i spend.


Shipwreck in a sea of faces, there’s a dreamy world up there
Dear friends in higher places, carry me away from here
Travel light, let the sun eclipse you, cause your flight is about to leave
And there’s more to this brave adventure than you’d ever believe

Birds-eye view, awake the stars ’cause they’re all around you
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue
Chase your dreams, and remember me, sweet bravery
‘Cause after all those wings will take you, up so high
So bid the forest floor goodbye as you race the wind
And take to the sky (you take to the sky) Da Da…

On the heels of war and wonder, there’s a stormy world up there
You can’t whisper above the thunder, but you can fly anywhere
Purple burst of paper birds, this picture paints a thousand words
So take a breath of myth and mystery, and don’t look back

byebye dad and mum. i'm listed what i want. thanks. enjoy.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

If you're not witty one, please stop showing how much you're the best one, and given all the wrong stupid informations! I didn't point to anyone, don't show your ticket and have a seat please! Can't deny, you are smarter than me but it depends on what situation. Some situations is not suitable for you to speak up, and have to shut your mouth up! Yeah, you said this this and that that are right. Okie, I follow I follow! Don't assume you're the better one. Please use your mind before you speak. Now I'm in trouble! I'm crazyyyyyyyyyyy!


Happy Birthday to my dearest Barbara. I'm apologize which I can't celebrate and send you a gift on time. You're officially 19 years old, stop blaming yourself knowing nothing. There are a new chapter for you to going on. Pass is pass. Once your chosen your road, keep going on, don't look back. When you face any problems, your family and friends will guide you along with brightness. Go ahead! You're not the kid anymore. Be brave and positive! I love you here. Muackiiie!

Money come! I wanna grab Mini Shopaholic for myself! CAN'T WAIT TO READDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

is so annoying. hates mosquito. damn the mosquito bite, it's itchy. final exam is around the corner. 3 more weeks. :(