The Truth

Lyin' next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losin' sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in.
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin.

How could you be so heartless

Not Kanye West! By the way, pretty insane and deranged when I knew Kris Allen is coming to Malaysia. Argh! I was shouting all the way from park lot until my house! Alright, alright! Do call me crazy and stupid. Charging my MP3 now, purpose to listen Morning Crew to get Kris Allen's ticket! Friends said I'm foolish. When you get chance, close with you idol, do you let it go that easily? But seriously, what am I actually doing now?! Sounds stupid already. HAHAHA!!!

Family's Day at Pavilion today. I've no idea why I'm so excited when I saw Thin Thin! And she's excited too!

I love Falling Slowly.

I don't know you
But I want you.

How cute, How fun the class we had!

Cement, sand, aggregate and water. :)

The Bangladesh of the day.

Civil Engineer Lab.

0.6 we failed!

Had our very first BM practical class today. Initially, I already interested in this subject because I love activity compare to sitting at lecture hall and listening the " something like that" lecturer saying "something like that". I was very surprised when she said lightweight aggregate, which means the aggregate is light! I "like" her!!!!!

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Hamburger University in Oak Brook

It's so cool. I'm reading Human Resource's textbook. There are plenty of story of franchises. Found something cute!

http://aboutmcdonalds.com/mcd/careers/hamburger_university.html

McDonald's sends all new franchises and manager to Hamburger University at Oak Brook. Then I quickly google and check it out. It's quite ridiculous, if I'm holding degree certificate, why I still be a stuff at McDonald's. It will not happen on me. How funny the univerisity

Next is Auntie Anne's story. :)

Expansive or expensive?

Alright, doing CADD work. I feel a little frustrated. Firstly, I don't manage to draw a very professional plan like my friend. The plan was askew, and the stupid yellow duck sticker blocked the inch on my ruler. What the! It's time to get a new Long and no yellow duck sticker ruler in my pencil case. * love the sticker so much*

God! The coursework of this subject is 100% assignment. Next Monday we have to pass up our first assignment already. If I'm not mistaken. I've plenty of plan not yet done. How about center point? With the plus? Dla? Save me!

I didn't get my vehicle parking application! I didn't blame my school by the way, because I already fed up to them.

How are you all?

So tired.

Feels wan and exhausted recently. And I'm soooo lethargic! Today got Construction Technology class with Architecture's student, which means Vinsii was there. HAHA! The class is damn funny! Guess what, lecturer asked us to see longkang, and it called Retain Wall. Seriously, I don't know what's going on. Lecturer pointed here pointed there. I thought is what! Lolz, is longkang! Learn something new in this class.

I'm so irritating now!

I wanna register the vehicle park application, but the page was disconnected. I'm so serious tell the management,

" Is you all fault, not my fault! Why I didn't get the vehicle park because of you those useless stuffs sitting here! Website was disconnected, not only me! What's on earth you all working here, doing nothing and serving lousy attitude! WE PAY YOU! "

I don't care now! Because I'm so irritating now! Because it's not the first time! Really what, I'm fed up already. We got the same situation before! Wanna shout to DSA!!! ARGH!!!

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This one is much much better than previous right? Because I added another subject, Organization and HR. I got option, else Management, I wish I can choose Management because I got basic, since I had learn in foundation. But if I choose Management, I need go to school on Wednesday. No choice, HR lorhhh!

Seriously, after you all shifted to Kampar, MSN becomes nothing, and Facebook actually is rubbish! What's the reason we all so addict to Facebook! Tell me. Well, I don't think I'm addicted to Facebook anymore! And I felt boredom just like I play Friedster before. Delete the account like Friendster, perhaps. I just play Country Story recently. FFS? No sense, no feel!

Again! Here is so bored! Bored until death. Afternoon, before nap was text-ing Ching asking about the situation there. She told me that she seems like a Tarzan. HAHA! See, PJ is much better than there. But I can't deny,yup!!! There definitely is a ideal environment for study and you don't make me laugh, taking lunch beside lake, yayaya! Feels good! Cycling to school! But, I don't even know how to cycling. You can laugh me. Haizz, here so bored! Confirmed same class with TKY and Kato.

Google-ing............

I know him? I saw him before? How come? I want to know...weird weird...

See my timetable. :(

Look! What's wrong?! I got more than 3 hours everyday! Where I can go! Sob...How?

Top of the World

Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here


Carpenter. :)

Crazy student bill!

Today very sudden, mood comes up wanna go Setapak see my campus, because I got nothing to do at home, and asked Daddy along. Daddy asked me use MRR2 rather than MRR1. Tell me, who doesn't know MRR2? I think it's the most freaking traffic jam in Malaysia! I swear, I got very bad experience there. The traffic jam took us almost 4 hours! Ya, from Ampang Jaya to Jalan Tun Razak! Seriously, this road drives me crazy. Worse! Someone solve the road please.

First, we went to PJ asked about the student bill. Because someone told me only PJ campus can take the student bill. Okie, went there. The officer told us, we have to go KL campus collect it. Argh!! OKie okie! Then headed to KL campus. I don't know they organized Info Day on Sunday! Since when our school stuff so hard working, no idea. Once we entered the main entrance, they got a lots of parent and student. Normal phenomena, wanna see my schoolmate. Haha, few of them are Indian. Not! Suppose most of them. Ya, normally engineers are Indian right? This reminds me, please do not open your language's song in the class, if i got classmate which are Indians. I'm not racist by the way. Sometimes you've to care others' feeling right! Foundation in Science's student normally will do this at computer lab. Then asked officer WHERE'S MY STUDENT BILL! And the officer asked about my name. And he said he doesn't receive my student bill! Hellloooo!!! If not with you, then who else?!! And he said maybe at PJ campus! What the....Daddy and me were soooo irritating. This is not the first time. Then rushed to PJ again, because we scared the department will be closed early. And finally, I received my bloody suck student bill at PJ! Ya, is PJ! Geramm. The system shouldn't be like this. Please improve yourself larh.

Timetable was out! Died! Guess what? Everyday class started from 8am then end 6pm. Most late is 7pm! Lolz, crazy! Some more I got few hours break in between. CRAZY! Where I'm going?! There got no more One U! I can't spend time on shopping already. Mid Valley as well. Say bye to OU and MV. Byeeee. How how how?! MY timetable is crazy! Everything in crazy! Crazy school! Crazy student bill! Crazy officer! Crazy time table! How you gonna fix my wound now?! Fix Fix Fix it~

Pendidikan Moral in my 1st trimester. :(

Wehehhheehe!

I'm degree student now!
I'm QS student now!
I'm completed my foundation!
I wanna work hard!
I wanna score high CGPA in my exam!
4 years to go~~~~

Giek!

Katagiekgiek!!!!
Giekgiekgiekgiek!!!

Scary

Yesterday, I was google-ing about pores. And I found a very disgusting picture, it's a large pores on a plant, something likes fungi. I tried to zoom in what it's look like. But then, it's really creepy. Really creepy, quickly closed the window and then went sleep. After that I got nightmare! I dreamt my face same like the plant! OMG!!! I was crying in the dream, and I felt wet on my pillow. Very ugly! I mean the plant. I know it's quite ridiculous, but then I feel it's so true. I think I need to apply toner from day to night. *touch wood

Go google and check it out!

:'(

I want my result back!

Argh! He's so cute. Don't you feel it? Been spending one day listen his song,my mind is full of his song. Let me tell you one time. Me plus you. Me plus you. One time one time. Hahahaha! Oh ya, Sam Lee as well. Since I watched his rehearsal at Kaohsiung then only addicted his voice. Sister laughed me I got no chinese song in my computer, no chinese radio channel in my car and so on. Excuse me, I got listen chinese song but then less only, or late abit. I know I'm outdated. Ishh! I'm downloading Sam Lee's album down, I wanna sing K!

Wahhhhhh!!

I need check my portal every moment. Sam Lorh Lorh Luin, a word Barbara taught me one! Hahahah. When the result out! Irritating! I got many stuffs to consider later. I wanna quit from this nightmare.

Result?

As usual, a new year I will delete all previous post. :)

When the result will be released? I'm so worry, it pulls my mood down! Argh! What's on earth the bull shit school doing? Holiday?

New year new hope? LOLZ!